tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-88930597704280586212024-03-13T03:04:03.121-07:00 Our Adventures in the Land of OZ
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the musings and happenings of our lives as we love wrecklesslycheyenneandalisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02372224273361795583noreply@blogger.comBlogger54125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893059770428058621.post-50947127610045324972018-07-26T21:47:00.004-07:002018-07-26T22:42:48.965-07:00Toothpaste all over the sink???? But why? And HOW?!?!For some reason the last few nights I've been up late <strike>piddling about</strike> tidying up and working on projects while the littles slumber. The house is quiet except for when the fish tries jumping out of the tank, or the kitties cry from the door to get in for cuddles. Yes I have cats...don't tell my dad! :) But when one lives on a farm there are certain things once must have....cats (thus kittens) being one of them! but hey...no mice!<br />
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Today I was tidying up the bathroom and picking up (for the millionth time) band aid wrappers, caught drop wrappers, wet towels, forgotten hair ties, and shoes (because one can't possibly wash ones cute tiny hands while wearing shoes right?!), and started asking "why". Why is it it's hard to look just to ones left for the trashcan to throw wrappers away? Why does one need to be barefoot to wash her hands? Oh yeah, this one is a daily question....why in the world is it necessary to wipe toothpaste allllllll over the sink, the counter, AND the faucet when one brushes ones teeth?!!!! I see the mouthwash lid-less. Dollops of lotion along the counter, and even the cupboard door. Oh and back to that toothpaste....someone felt it was art worthy and drew a little picture on the countertop using it! I wonder if there's a way to "frame" it?!?!<br />
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And after I ask all those "why"s....I remind myself: I probably did all that too when I was their age!!!!!!!!<br />
<br />cheyenneandalisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02372224273361795583noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893059770428058621.post-58527786462160945492018-07-26T21:38:00.002-07:002018-07-26T23:09:21.166-07:00The calm of being near water....<div style="color: #454545; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">They say a picture can say a thousand words, and this one does and more. I'm having a hard time putting words to my heart feels this morning. Mornings at the lake tend to make me reflect more than I'd planned, not in a sad and crushing way, but in a calm, peaceful, contented way. I went off the grid this week for the first time in years, and it felt restful!!! No phone calls, not checking texts or social media, no checking my phone in case our foster support worker were to call or text, no constant draw of my mind elsewhere. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I was there. There IN each moment. Restful. Content. It's like the feeling of coming up for air after holding your breath so long you forgot that you were. One thousand words isn't enough to describe this week. No having to tell my girls "just a minute Mama is working", no waving to my husband as he heads off to work, no being pulled in twenty different directions mentally. Rest. Renewing. Connecting.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">There's always been something about a body of water that makes the worries of this world dissipate, even if that current body of water is a man made puddle! It brings calm. The feeling of the wind on my face, the spray of the water in the air and splashing on my face. Sitting on the sand of the beach while the waves lap around my ankles keeping me present as the morning creeps along, thankfully so slowly!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: #454545; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">This past year has been one that it’s not easy to summaries. We’ve had 7 (8 now, since <span style="caret-color: rgb(69, 69, 69);">I</span> delayed posting this and 2 more come tomorrow) bonus kiddos come through our door; all for different lengths of time yet all so loved. We’ve added pets to our family, lost baby kittens, expanded our backyard fun activities. We were pregnant again for the 6th time and again the baby didn’t make it past 16 weeks. We’ve taken trips to visit family on both sides of the country, had wonderful family time, and enjoyed every moment! We've filled our calendar with activities, run up the miles on our truck, and overflowed our hearts with relationship! I'm all for being busy if it's relational, which in our line of life it tends to be!!</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: #454545; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">This year all four of us couldn't agree more on how this was our best lake time yet! We bonded on whole new levels of relationship. My girls are a whole year older, and boy does it change!!! Miss K talks non-stop from eyes open, to brain sleeping! She's smarter than she knows and is interested in everything and how things work and anything that needs to be inspected! Miss R likes to know she's not forgotten about and when she thinks no ones watching (but know we secretly still are), she gets all silly dancing and pretending her own story lines! </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: #454545; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Growing up my family had a houseboat and I remember so many many summer days spent on it. Being around water has been part of my whole life! To the point that when I realized Kansas is a land locked state....I cried buckets. Well, cry no more Alie, we have water! :) It may be more pond-esc than one's used to, but it's got water, and waves, and shore line!! :) </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><span style="color: #454545; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Watching my girls jumping in the water, swimming together, and enjoying being with us, makes my heart sing. It's healing balm on a weary soul. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><span style="color: #454545;">This past year has been tiring. We've stretched our wings in fostering, found our limits, what we can't handle even when we want to, and now we've found what works. But it took a tole too. We grew weary much faster than we expected. But now we've found ways to ensure balance, time to breath, time to recharge. We've found our limits. And found peace within those limits. I'll tell you what, fostering and keeping in mind 1 Corinthians 10:23 (</span></span><span style="background-color: white;">“Everything is permissible,” but not everything is beneficial. “Everything is permissible,” but not everything builds up.</span><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;">) is a daily internal battle. Oh yes taking in every sweet little face that we get a call about could be so good, it's definitely permissible. But...and here's where my heart and my head do battle....just </span></span><span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;">because it's permissible, does NOT mean that its beneficial to my family, it does NOT mean it builds MY OWN children up. Yes it could be good, but at what cost? That's where my heart tries to down play how the challenges of parenting someone else's child can take a told on our original family unit. I can spin things to sound great, helpful for the child we could take in, and what a great thing we could be doing for them. But if our family unit falls apart, or grows so weary in the doing of good, then it really isn't "good". its permissible yes, but neither beneficial nor building up. So without spilling out the rest of the ocean of that back story (like the body of water reference!) lets just say we've found what works for us in this fostering adventure!!!! Some days/weeks/months look different than others, but we stand united and strong together in it! :) </span></span></div>
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cheyenneandalisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02372224273361795583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893059770428058621.post-36417173070970249392018-05-10T07:15:00.001-07:002018-05-10T07:16:03.000-07:00When life isn't all cupcakes and rainbows"Will you love this child as your own, as if you birthed them?"<br />
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That question was asked of us when we adopted each of our two daughters. And my answer was a resounding "YES!"!!! Of course I would! Why wouldn't I? I would be her Mama until the day God called me to eternity.<br />
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Now fast forward 7 years....and I asked myself "Will I love these children as my own?" What if they don't love me back? What if I can't break through the hard exterior that's protecting their wounded heart? What if they leave and never remember me? What if it hurts? What if I'm not their mama until the day I die? What if...? What if...?<br />
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If everyone waited for their "what if" questions to be answered before doing anything, nothing would get done. If we let the unknown hold us in fear, we become paralyzed and unable to even move one step. I have an uncle who plans our for every possible scenario when planning events or making plans. He takes every possible worst case scenario, every "what if" into through as he moves forward with planning. He doesn't let the "what if" possibilities keep him for moving forward, but plans possibilities of what they might look like. <br />
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Planning for the unknown (which seems like an oxymoron) is kinda like this: you're on a road trip in your car but you don't know where you're going or how to get there. Who does that??? A lot of us actually, often without realizing it. I often describe to the young women I mentor that trying to follow God's will for us is like this road trip. (Disclaimer: this is not my own analogy, I think I heard it years ago) So when you're driving through life and you come to a split in the road, and you have to make a decision, what do you do? Both ways could be wonderful, both could glorify God, both could bear much fruit, both are honorable, both you could do so much good along. So now what? Do you park your car and wait for the Almighty to light up the path you're to go along? Do you flip a coin? Do you wait for God to pick your car up and set in the direction you're to go? All these options are considered when you have put your car in park. Can a parked car be moved? NO! It must be in gear, even in neutral it can at least be rolled. If we have faith as small as a mustard seed, then to choose either way in faith IS following God. Don't we believe that God's so powerful that even if we choose a path that's not what He wants us on, He can redirect us! Even if we don't know exactly what we're getting ourselves into, at least going forward is choosing to have faith. It's much easier to redirect a moving car than a parked one. :) (yes there are many holes in this, but it makes sense as I process)<br />
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So now fast forward those 7 years I mentioned earlier... Will I love the children that come and go through our home? Our answer was "YES". Not because we knew we could, not because we thought we could fix them, not because we thought we are these amazing people/parents, not because of anything other than God asked us to. Does it hurt? YES. Does it wreck our hearts? YES, daily. Does it frustrate us when we see just how broken the system is? Yes. But if we let fear (of some very real things) paralyze us and keep us from opening up our home to these children, we aren't trusting God that He's powerful enough to mend our hearts, bind up our wounds, and carry us through heartache. If we make a difference in even one child's life then it's all worth it.<br />
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Not every child has a heartbreaking story. We've had some really positive outcomes with some, and that's been amazing to be part of! And that helps carry us through the pain of others.<br />
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Monday we are going to be letting go of one of our littles that is moving on from our home. We've loved him so so so much, made memories with him over these past 7 months. But his social workers have decided that a different home is best for him so he can be with his older sibling. We knew this was a possibility when older sister moved on to a better placement.<br />
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Ever child that comes through our home will be here for a time that God has determined. We don't know how long that is, and we have chosen to love anyway. Ugh! I read a blog another foster mom wrote around the time we received our first placement. She titled it "Foster care will wreck you". Yeah, I knew in theory it could. Little did I know just how true that statement is, how daily it wrecks me. Each child comes with their own story, their own trauma, their own joys and sorrows. And with each child I open my heart up to love I am wrecked all over again.<br />
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Jesus never once said that following Him would be cupcakes and rainbows (by the way, that movie stole my line I've said for years!!), he never promised it would even be easy! But two promises that remains true no matter how many times my heart is wrecked are these:<br />
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Deuteronomy 31:6 <span class="versenum" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-family: "arial"; font-size: 12px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 22px; position: relative; top: 0px; vertical-align: top;"> "</span><span class="crossreference" data-cr="#cen-ESV-5735A" data-link="(<a href="#cen-ESV-5735A" title="See cross-reference A">A</a>)" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "verdana" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; position: relative; top: 0px; vertical-align: top;"></span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "verdana" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">Be strong and courageous. Do not fear or be in dread of them, </span><span class="crossreference" data-cr="#cen-ESV-5735B" data-link="(<a href="#cen-ESV-5735B" title="See cross-reference B">B</a>)" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "verdana" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; position: relative; top: 0px; vertical-align: top;"></span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "verdana" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">for it is the </span><span class="small-caps" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "verdana" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">Lord</span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "verdana" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 16px;"> your God who goes with you. </span><span class="crossreference" data-cr="#cen-ESV-5735C" data-link="(<a href="#cen-ESV-5735C" title="See cross-reference C">C</a>)" style="box-sizing: border-box; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "verdana" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; position: relative; top: 0px; vertical-align: top;"></span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "verdana" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">He will not leave you or forsake you.”</span><br />
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So from these two promises I can have confidence that no matter how many times my heart is wrecked, heartache will not break me completely.<br />
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And so...I'll eat cupcakes and I'll look for rainbows.cheyenneandalisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02372224273361795583noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893059770428058621.post-33361260748701824912017-11-02T22:12:00.001-07:002017-11-02T22:12:29.809-07:00It's ok to cryOh sweet girl. Tonight I held you as you cried. You sobbed. As if your heart was breaking, which probably is pretty accurate. my heart hurts for you. For the pain and horrible reasons for why you have to be in our home. We are glad you are; glad we can keep you safe right now. But I'd be scared just like you if id been taken out of the only home I'd know even, even if it was done to keep me safe, from being hurt. Oh sweet girl, how I wish I could take your fear and hurt away. I pray out loud, hoping it might bring peace to the tangled mix of emotions. You can't really express anything verbally except to say "I miss home". What does home mean to you? What about "home" do you miss? I wish I could see what you picture in your mind. Do you see past the pain and imagine it to be what you want it to be instead? Do you push back the pain of feeling unsafe and see the only version of family you've ever known?<br />
You barely know me, but you still cling to me at every turn throughout the day today, never letting me out of your sight. As these sobs wrack your tiny little body, you cling to my neck wanting to be held. I sing to you songs of a savior who loves you. Do you know He does? Do you know that no matter how skewed your idea of a father is, God is the safest father you could ever know. <br />
Oh sweet girl I'm so sorry. Sorry that you weren't protected. Sorry that you at your young age had to already protect your little brother. Sorry that we live in a fallen world and I can't fix it all for you. I'm sorry you're scared. I'm sorry your heart hurts.<br />
It's ok to cry sweet girl. Let all those tears flow. Not one will be wasted. You may not understand now, but I pray one day you will. I pray that you will understand how valuable you are, that you have amazing worth. You are created in God's image. Beautiful and perfect in His sight.<br />
You barely know me, but I love you already.<br />
It's ok to cry. It will help you sleep tonight. You'll become too tired to worry or be scared. Let the tears fall as your eyes give way to sleep. Rest tonight knowing you are safe. No one will hurt you tonight. You are safe in my arms tonight sweet girl.<br />
Tonight you are safe. It's ok to cry.cheyenneandalisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02372224273361795583noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893059770428058621.post-67376621169773477462014-05-19T13:46:00.001-07:002014-05-19T13:56:31.941-07:00Counting down to Court!!!!<div class="heading passage-class-0">
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<span class="text John-14-27" id="en-ESV-26684"><span class="woj">Friday we have our court hearing to finalize Ruthie's adoption! Her legal name is already Ruth Joy Kroeker (a very special gift from her wonderful birthmother), but this will mean that legally the state recognizes us as her parents! She's been our daughter from the moment that S placed her in our arms, but this means no figurative looking over the shoulder! </span></span><br />
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<span class="text John-14-27" id="en-ESV-26684"><span class="woj">Before Friday can take place, our lawyer needs to receive a couple certificates & affidavits to verify that we've exhausted all avenues of contacting birth father. The certificates have all been received, but we're still waiting the affidavit from the independent counsel who's verifying it all. If it's received by Thursday we are all set for our hearing! </span></span><br />
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<span class="text John-14-27" id="en-ESV-26684"><span class="woj">Prayer requests:</span></span><br />
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<span class="text John-14-27" id="en-ESV-26684"><span class="woj">* Please pray that all necessary documents are received by Thursday so we don't have to postpone our court hearing.</span></span><br />
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<span class="text John-14-27" id="en-ESV-26684"><span class="woj">* Please continue to pray for S (birthmother) as she has started a new chapter in her life. She's decided it's best for her to have some space for a while, and we're supportive of her in that. Please pray for her as her heart still is going through different emotions at different moments. She's an amazingly strong woman.</span></span><br />
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<span class="text John-14-27" id="en-ESV-26684"><span class="woj">Thank you!!! We're so blessed to have you all praying for us!!!</span></span><br />
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<span class="text John-14-27" id="en-ESV-26684"><span class="woj">Love,</span></span><br />
<span class="text John-14-27" id="en-ESV-26684"><span class="woj">The Kroekers!</span></span><br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Our girl is all smiles!!! She started grinning at us at 6 weeks old! We love it!</td></tr>
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cheyenneandalisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02372224273361795583noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893059770428058621.post-54216461127195892282014-04-04T13:13:00.001-07:002014-04-04T13:15:58.754-07:00She's here!!!!!We are proud to announce that our daughter Ruth Joy Kroeker is here! Ruthie was born Thursday March 27th at 8:08PM!! Labor and delivery went well and birthmom did amazingly!! After 24 hours in the hospital we were able to bring our precious baby girl home! Karis is such a proud big sister & we are thrilled to be parents of two beautiful, happy girls!! We are home and settling into life as a family of 4. Thank you all for all your prayers and encouragement during the past year and half we've been praying for this baby!<br>
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Cheyenne, Alison, Karis & Ruthie <br>
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This week our birthmom had her weekly doctor appointment. Her OB went over all her sonograms and charts and determined that we've still got a couple more weeks to wait for this baby girl to arrive! Good news is that both S and baby girl are healthy and baby is growing just as she should!<br />
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The good news is, birthmom is much less anxious about when this baby is going to be born! She was so worried about going too far past her due date, but now her perspective is that of peace! That in itself is a big praise!!<br />
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Please continue to pray for S and baby!!! :) <br />
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Good things are worth the wait!!!!cheyenneandalisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02372224273361795583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893059770428058621.post-89093716636170096802014-03-11T12:57:00.001-07:002014-03-11T12:57:27.718-07:00And still we wait!Here we are, just a few days away from our perspective due date and we are daily practicing patience!!! :)<br />
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I'm still in daily contact with S and she is about as anxious and ready for this baby girl to be born as we are! She's very uncomfortable and baby is running out of room as she continues to grow!<br />
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Much prayer has been covering this entire adoption and all involved. We are so thankful for your prayers. Thank YOU! Some days we are so filled with peace, and other days we NEED your prayers to feel that peace. <br />
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cheyenneandalisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02372224273361795583noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893059770428058621.post-64505785781152605412014-03-06T18:47:00.000-08:002014-03-06T21:01:12.712-08:00Any day nowOur precious little girl is due in 10 days and has already gotten us jumping at a moments notice! :) <br>We are remaining excited and hopeful that this is the baby that God has picked out for us!<br>
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Last weekend we through she was getting ready so we made the drive down to where S lives so we were close! There was a big storm heading our way and we didn't want to get snowed in and not make it just in case!!! Turns out we got a good practice run in and still have to wait!!<br>
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But continue waiting we must because baby girl is taking her sweet time!! She's growing and healthy and content in the womb for now!<br>
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We're ready and anxious, but trusting that as we wait, God is continuing to prepare our hearts to bring home this precious baby girl and working in our birthmother's heart as she prepares to make a very difficult, brave decisions.<br>
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All is going great! I (Alison) am talking and texting with S daily and getting to know more about her. Sharing stories about our kids (she has a couple already), talking about favorite foods, and learning a bit about each other. S says daily that she's confident in her choice of an adoption plan. She wants us super involved and has asked that we be at the hospital when baby is born and care for baby while at the hospital! We are excited! And aren't taking any of this for granted.<div><br></div><div>Please continue praying for S and baby as time for delivery gets close!</div>cheyenneandalisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02372224273361795583noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893059770428058621.post-62743024752052771452014-03-06T17:39:00.000-08:002014-03-06T17:39:28.622-08:00The BIG Announcement!!!! ....before the biggest one! :)GOD is SOOOOOO Good!!!!!!!!!!! But of course we knew that already! :) He always is. Always good, always faithful, always knowing exactly what we need & when we need it.<br />
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Philippians 4:19 "And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus."<br />
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This is TRUE! We've always known this to be true, and today we revel in it!!!!<br />
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An amazing praise came this
week through some very very special people in our lives! We've received a
grant from a foundation that will cover our finalization costs!!!!!!
This means that unless any surprise costs arise we have raised/saved
every penny we need for our adoption costs!!!!!!!! PRAISE THE LORD who provides all things!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
We have reached our fundraising goal!!!!!!! We've raise all of the $28,000 that we need for our adoption!!!<br />
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It's the strangest feeling knowing that we've reached our goal. No more working extra for my hubby, no more grant writing or petitioning for, no more garage sales, no more creative fundraisers! God has provided ALL we need!!! <br />
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Psalm 23:1 is one of my favorite verses: "<span class="selected" original-title="" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; color: #363030; font-family: Georgia, Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 17px; line-height: 22px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-indent: -60.480003356933594px; vertical-align: baseline;">The </span><span class="small-caps" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; color: #363030; font-family: Georgia, Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 17px; font-variant: small-caps; line-height: 22px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-indent: -60.480003356933594px; vertical-align: baseline;">Lord</span><span class="" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; color: #363030; font-family: Georgia, Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 17px; line-height: 22px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-indent: -60.480003356933594px; vertical-align: baseline;"> is my </span><span class="" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; color: #363030; font-family: Georgia, Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 17px; line-height: 22px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-indent: -60.480003356933594px; vertical-align: baseline;">shepherd; I shall not </span><span class="" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; color: #363030; font-family: Georgia, Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 17px; line-height: 22px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-indent: -60.480003356933594px; vertical-align: baseline;">want."</span><br />
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<span class="" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; color: #363030; font-family: Georgia, Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 17px; line-height: 22px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-indent: -60.480003356933594px; vertical-align: baseline;">Another way to say it is: The </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #363030; font-family: Georgia, Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 17px; font-variant: small-caps; line-height: 22px; text-indent: -60.480003356933594px;">Lord</span> is my shepherd; I have all I need". Everything we need God provides.<br />
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We can never ever in a million years thank each of you who've partnered with us enough <span style="color: #363030;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times, Times New Roman, serif;">for how grateful we are to you! We know many of you sacrificed in order to help us and we don't take that lightly. Our hearts are overwhelmed with gratitude! THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!</span></span> cheyenneandalisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02372224273361795583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893059770428058621.post-85630637529942480732014-02-06T19:14:00.000-08:002014-02-06T19:14:06.300-08:005 weeks, 3 days....We are counting down again. I was a bit apprehensive at first, but then I decided that if God is on this roller coaster with us, then I need to have faith and jump in! :) Easier said than done.<br />
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The last time I wrote a count down post was days before my heart was shattered into a million pieces. I've been reflecting a LOT over the past week. 1 week ago last night we spoke with S on the phone for the first time and became officially matched; committed to each other throughout this adoption process. Over the past week she and I have gotten to know each other a bit better through phone calls and texts. She is a sweet young woman. A woman our daughter will be proud to call her birthmother.<br />
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My head has been a mix of emotions and thoughts the past few days. What if S can't go through with this? What if we get our hearts broken again? What if ___? What if? What if? I've cried out to God asking Him all my what if's, not expecting to hear a response, though at the same time desperately wishing for an audible voice responding to my cries. This morning Karis and I were having our morning Bible time and through the verses I read I knew I was receiving my answer. Even if my "what if" happened, or any of them did for that matter, what then? Would God leave me alone to figure it out? Would He abandon me? No way!!! He never will! This is all part of HIS plan! The good and the bad, the joy and the sorrow.<br />
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A sweet friend humbled me to my knees this morning when she told me I was a godly example to her and if any good has come out of our failed adoption in November, is that it's taught her so much about trusting God and having faith. Who am I to be a godly example? I fail daily. But what has stuck with me all day as I jumble her words over and over in my head and heart, GOOD has come out of that pain. Already! Only 3 months later. And yes, I know other good has come out of it, but to tangibly feel it this morning was humbling, because who am I that God would choose to use me to glorify himself?<br />
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How does what happened in November effect how we respond to this new possibility? Do we hold back to protect our hearts just in case? Do we embrace the excitement, planning and joy sharing of preparing for a new baby? Is there a middle? I've been trying to figure this out since last week, and all I can come up with is this: if this is God's plan for growing our family, if this is the baby girl God has picked out for us, then holding back would diminish the Glory due to God. And if this doesn't work out, then God will be there to help us pick up the pieces again, and we will be surrounded with the best support system in those around us ever created!<br />
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Reading back over what I've written, I think it's more of a 'writing to process the craziness in my head' journalling than anything. ;) So pardon me if I'm not making sense! :)cheyenneandalisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02372224273361795583noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893059770428058621.post-64802048431001140652014-02-03T10:23:00.001-08:002014-02-03T10:26:34.129-08:00And here we go again.....holding on tight!!!<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;">Dear family and friends,</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;" /><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;">Remember that roller coaster ride we all decided to get on to many months ago?</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;">Would you please come aboard with us again?</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;"> </span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;" /><em id="yui_3_7_2_1_1391450496402_1978" style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;"><span id="yui_3_7_2_1_1391450496402_1977">Isaiah 32:17</span></em><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;"> And the work of righteousness shall be peace; and the effect of righteousness, quietness and assurance forever.</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;"> </span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;" /><a href="https://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=8893059770428058621" id="yui_3_7_2_1_1391450496402_1979" rel="nofollow" style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px; outline: 0px; text-decoration: underline;">On Wednesday night</a><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;">, we were blessed to have a heartfelt conversation with a birth mom (S) residing in the KC area. She is due </span><a href="https://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=8893059770428058621" rel="nofollow" style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px; outline: 0px; text-decoration: underline;">on March 16</a><sup style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;"><a href="https://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=8893059770428058621" rel="nofollow" style="outline: 0px; text-decoration: underline;">th</a></sup><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;">! And it's a girl!</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;" /><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;">As our time with S over the phone progressed, we began to see a heart, not only concerned for her unborn baby, but also for our family’s heart. She intimated that she knew of the pain we had just experienced and assured us that this would not result in that. Though it was music to our ears, we know full well where our assurance rests.</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;" /><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;">We traveled to KC to stay at Alison’s brother’s place this past weekend. Then Saturday morning, where we introduced ourselves to the birth mom and began a journey of connection that will be lifted palms up to the Lord. We are committed to expressing our devotion to Christ.</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;" /><br />Our time with S and her mother L was wonderful! They both have wonderful faith in our Lord and know that He is in the midst of all of these plans. She is living on the bare minimum and isn't asking for much assistance at all. We are making sure that her needs are met. She is living with her mother currently and will until she finds a job in a couple months. It's a blessing for her to have her mom, who is so proud of her and the strength neither of them knew was in S! L is super supportive of S's decision to choose adoption & is wanting to help the process in any way she can. At one point in the conversation Cheyenne felt the Spirit strongly impressing upon him to express our commitment to this baby and her in this adoption process. The relief that was visible on S & L's faces nearly brought us to tears. They were so afraid we might be the ones to change our minds. S wants us to start talking about "our baby". She said her perspective is that God chose this baby for us the moment she was conceived! What a gift!!! Her wish is that our relationship with her progress naturally and that we can all enjoy the excitement of our daughter's nearing birth! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">We are staying in close touch, and even since Saturday's visit, S has been texting and calling Alison frequently, getting to know each other & getting comfortable with each other. S has a beautiful heart! She's been through so much and sees God redeeming so much in her life through this adoption! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">There is so much that would be so exciting to share, and as the Lord leads we might, but for now we hold the rest closely to our hearts as it is our daughter's story to one day tell! I would never want to steal that from her! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">As we progress through the next few weeks please be living us all up in prayer!<br /><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;">Pray for opportunities to share the power of His truth in love.</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;">Pray that we will be sensitive to her needs.</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;">Pray that there are opportunities to point her to scripture that assures us of our eternal position through our spiritual adoption in Christ.</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;">Pray for our hearts and emotions.</span></span><br />
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<span class="text Ps-125-2" id="en-NIV-16113">As the mountains surround Jerusalem,</span><br />
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<span class="indent-1"><span class="indent-1-breaks"> </span><span class="text Ps-125-2">both now and forevermore.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;">Thank you for your love and support through this! We are blessed beyond measure!</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21px;">Cheyenne, Alison and Karis</span></span>cheyenneandalisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02372224273361795583noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893059770428058621.post-86451005203963594642014-01-04T17:41:00.001-08:002014-01-04T17:47:49.127-08:00Continuing in HOPE and FAITHWe are starting this new year in full faith that no matter what the future holds God will provide. And so as we step out in that we trust His promise to always be with us. We pick up the pieces, heal and keep going. Yes our hearts have been hurt, yes we've lost a large chuck of funds that had gone to pay for the precious birthmothers living expenses, but we will not be discouraged or give up. As we say in our house "Kroekers don't Quit"! :)<br />
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Out of what we had already raised ($25,000) we STILL HAVE the $10,000 we've raised through church/Lifesong, our $8,000 matching fee DOES roll over through our matching agency, and we have lost the $7,000 was already paid to our birthmother for travel to Kansas & living expenses for 4 months. So out of the $25,000 raised, we only need to re-raise $7,000, which in the adoption world is part of the risk of domestic adoption. <br />
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And so we continue fundraising and trusting that in God's timing He will bring us together with the right birthmom.<br />
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Lifesong for Orphans is still continuing to commit to helping us raise the funds we need and providing tax deductible receipts. We've currently raised $7000, through Lifesong, $2500 of which is our matching grant! You can still use the paypal button on the top right of our blog, or mail a check directly to Lifesong (info is along the side of the blog).<br />
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Amazon is still providing ways to fundraise, currently offering a great payout for each free Prime trial if you use our link (there's a specific code embeded in the link for our account to get credit), as well as if you use our link to order from Amazon we will get 6%-10% of all purchases! <br />
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Huge Praises:<br />
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*Every piece of our 1,000 piece puzzle has a name on it! Thank you to each person who helped us reach our goal! <br />
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*We reached our goal of $2500 in order to receive our full matching grant!! Thank you for each of you who gave so generously!!!!<br />
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Please pray for us to not loose hope and to persevere on! We are continuing to live frugally in order to save up as much as possible too and looking at any other creative, mutually beneficial, fundraising ideas that might be out there! :) We know we've already asked so much of our friends and family and don't want to wear out our friendships!!! <br />
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Most of all we crave your prayers! Adoption is not for the faint of heart! There still continue to be ups and downs. Hopes of having a birthmom look at our profile, to the disappointment of finding out she chose someone else. We know that no matter how long we wait, our child will be waiting for us at the end of this journey.<br />
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Continuing in HOPE,<br />
The Kroekerscheyenneandalisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02372224273361795583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893059770428058621.post-10156204126955296122014-01-04T17:01:00.001-08:002014-01-04T17:01:25.993-08:00Amazon.com helps us fundraise!!! And at NO cost to you!!!<span class="userContent">We are still continuing to fundraise in FAITH that God will provide again for a baby HE has picked out for us! </span><br />
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<span class="userContent">If you haven't signed up for a FREE 30 day
Prime trial with Amazon through our fundraising link, now you have the
opportunity to and instead of just $2 we will receive $10 for each free
trial!!! How's that for starting the new year right!? Costs you NOTHING
and helps raise $10 towards our adoption!!!!!</span><br />
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To sign up for the free trial click: <a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/prime/signup/videos?tag=babykroeadop-20" target="_blank">Prime HERE</a> for Prime Video click: <a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/video/primesignup?tag=babykroeadop-20" target="_blank">VIDEO HERE</a><br />
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Note: in order for us to get credit you have to use these links that have our code embedded in them!<br />
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What
an easy way to help us out!!!! And if you only want the free trial then
just remember to cancel before your 30 days is up! You don't even have
to use the prime trial for the full time if you choose not to. Once you
sign up, you may cancel right away or anytime within the 30 days and we
still get the $10 promotion for you signing up!<br />
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If you
already have a prime account, we'd love it if you could pass this on to
anyone you know who might enjoy trying it out! Remember there's soooooo
many movies, shows and lots of kids shows too, that you can stream for
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What does Amazon's Prime program do:<br />
* Instantly watch over 40,000 movies and TV episodes with titles for everyone
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<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><span class="s2">This week we thought we were growing our family by one</span><span class="s2"> more</span><span class="s2">. </span><span class="s2">As it played out, the birthmother chose to keep the baby instead of choosing an adoption plan. The </span><span class="s2">struggle the birth mom had </span><span class="s2">in choosing </span><span class="s2">adoption</span><span class="s2"> or parenting the baby </span><span class="s2">is incomprehensible</span><span class="s2">. </span><span class="s2">Pray for the salvation of this mom and her children. We are confident through Christ, that our int</span><span class="s2">eractions with her expressed the</span><span class="s2"> deep love for our Savior and desire to share in that with her.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><span class="s2">Just as we were getting geared up for a pushed back due date of November 13th, we got word that our birthmom 'S' had her water break and they were going to do a c section. Baby was born at 6:28 on November 3rd. We had just finished celebrating Cheyenne's birthday with all our family and raced around packing our bags, taking Karis to her cousins for a sleep over and Cheyenne & I headed to Wichita to wait to meet our hopeful baby girl. Birthmom wanted her space, which we respected. Monday we were privileged to meet the sweet baby girl and visit with S and her 10 year old daughter. She was perfect, beautiful & had our hearts immediately. After we visited, our social worker & lawyer shared that S was having second thoughts about choosing adoption. We decided to give her space so she didn't feel any pressure from us. So for the next 30 hours we gave her space. Monday afternoon we found the perfect spot to pray and rest in God's presence (pictured. yes it's really where we were!) and wait on His timing for everything. We found peace knowing that no matter what happened at the end of the day, one family would be heartbroken. Either us, or S's. One mother would hurt. I knew we could handle heartbreak again, we've been through it before, we have an amazing support system around us. S doesn't have a relationship with the Lord, a faith at all, nor any family that we knew of at the time that would help her through it. Monday night ended without any resolve. We still didn't know what S would decide and all we could do was to pray for her. This was not a decision she should take lightly and we knew her heart could be in such turmoil. Tuesday early morning we went out, </span></span><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">grabbed coffee and headed to the mall where we probably walked over 20 times, trying to keep ourselves busy and from over thinking things too much. By 9am, we'd heard that S had changed her mind back and forth 3 times in the past 12 hours and still hadn't made a final decision. At 3:30 we met our social worker over at the hospital to go talk with S. While we waited in the hallway, J went into speak with S. S told her that she'd decided to keep the baby, and was going to go back to Texas to stay with a friend while she figured things out. Our hearts broke. We tried not to fall in love with that precious baby girl, but we already had. She was not meant to be ours, God had a different plan for her, and us, than we expected. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">We drove home with broken heats, but already feeling the prayers of so many. We knew that no matter how stormy the waters of this situation felt, that God was till God and is still on His throne. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">We when to get Karis from Chy's brother's family and decompress with them and prayed for wisdom for when she would start asking questions about where baby sister was. Only a few minutes into our visit when her arms came around my waist and she asked "Mommy Daddy wheres my baby sister". As our hearts broke again I told her that God wanted us to wait a bit longer. And that's the truth, we just have to keep waiting, never giving up hope. </span></div>
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<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><span class="s2">At face value, we experienced a loss. </span><span class="s2">Yet in the Father’s plans,</span><span class="s2">we trust and consider it part of His purpose</span><span class="s2">. </span><span class="s2">“</span><span class="s3">Many are the plans in the mind of a man, but it is the purpose of the LORD</span><span class="s3"> </span><span class="s3">that will stand.</span><span class="s3">” </span><span class="s3">Prov</span><span class="s3"> .</span><span class="s3"> 19:21</span><span class="s3"></span></span></div>
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<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><span class="s2">The love, encouragement, and support from our friends and family </span><span class="s2">are</span><span class="s2"> overwhelming. We are </span><span class="s2">grateful </span><span class="s2">in the deepest way</span><span class="s2">,</span><span class="s2"> to be a part of such a community</span><span class="s2">,</span><span class="s2"> where a dream can be shared. W</span><span class="s2">e are even more humbled in</span><span class="s2"> your desire to share in our sadness when that dream shatters. Thank you for wrapping your arms and hearts around us and journeying with us. There is MORE journeying to be done! </span><span class="s2">We will continue in the adoption process as we wait for our adoption agency to match us with another birthmother.</span></span></div>
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<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><span class="s2">“The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in </span><span class="s2">whom</span><span class="s2"> I take refuge, my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.” Psalm 18:2</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 16px;">He heals the brokenhearted And binds up their wounds. He counts the number of the stars; He gives names to all of them. Great is our Lord and abundant in strength; his understanding is infinite. </span><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">" Psalm 147:3-5</span></div>
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<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><span class="s2">We WILL</span><span class="s2"> rejoice in hope, as Colossians 1:27 says “…Christ in you the hope of glory.”</span></span></div>
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<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><span class="s2">We WILL</span><span class="s2"> persevere in tribulation, as Rom. 5:3-5 says “…suffering produces </span><span class="s4">perseverance;</span><span class="s4"> </span><span class="s5" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: super;"><span class="bumpedFont20"> </span></span><span class="s4">perseverance</span><span class="s4">, character; and character, hope</span><span class="s4">.”</span></span></div>
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<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><span class="s4">We WILL</span><span class="s4"> be devoted to </span><a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=8893059770428058621" name="_GoBack"></a><span class="s4">prayer, as </span><span class="s4">I Thess. 5:17 says “pray without ceasing.”</span></span></div>
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cheyenneandalisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02372224273361795583noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893059770428058621.post-18335194668859452742013-11-01T07:58:00.002-07:002013-11-01T07:58:48.628-07:00Counting downThe last time I wrote about counting down we were looking at a November 5th arrival. Since then, and I apologize for not updating you all sooner, Birthmom went in for her weekly checkup and Buttercup was measuring small so they extended out our due date till the 16th of November and have scheduled our c-section for November 13th! So we have 12 days till Buttercup (we'll share her real name when she's finally in our arms!) is here!!!<br />
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So having an extra 2 weeks to wait...what do we do?! You'd think my house would be spotless from how I typically stress clean, but no...we have a toddler who's favorite way of playing is to take every toy possible out so she can see them! At least the laundry is semi-caught up with!<br />
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We've been enjoying the extra time as a family of 3 before we become 4, doing things to make memories with our Buggaboo! She's so excited to become a big sister! We got her a big sister book that she's wanted read to her over and over.<br />
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Please continue to pray for Birthmom that she can find a place to live and have a job lined up. She's been worrying about it. I know how much she wants this to be a fresh start for her, and having those two things in place will really help her feel that it is, and that choosing adoption is helping her find her fresh start.<br />
<br />cheyenneandalisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02372224273361795583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893059770428058621.post-40482759023893392932013-09-26T19:33:00.001-07:002013-09-26T19:33:03.050-07:0057,000 minutes1 month, 1 week, 3 days. 5.71428571 weeks. 40 days. 960 hours. 57,000 minutes (approx.) Now matter how you break the time down, it's coming up soon! That's how long until Buttercup (baby #2) is due!<br />
Yes I'm counting. Yes, I keep track. Yes I have a countdown app on my phone. Yes no matter what I do, I WILL be keeping track! I can't pretend not to.<br />
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We are excited. Holding things as loosely as possible, but there's no denying the excitement in our home! We talk about Buttercup a LOT! She's in our prayers, our thoughts & plans! We are looking at our calendars and all plans are made keeping in mind she's going to be making her grand entrance in just over a month! We are making extended family plans for visits and holidays with a newborn in mind. It's exciting, and nerve wracking as we anticipate life with TWO little girls! Even Karis talks about her! Only once has she said she's not ready. Other than that, she already has her long list of how she's going to be "big sistah hewper" (big sister helper): give her a bottle, throw away diapers (she's getting practice with this already with the little girl I watch 4 days a week), rub her back, brush her hair (yes, Karis is CONVINCED that Buttercup is going to have LOTS of hair at birth), sing her lots of songs, and make sure everyone is quiet when baby sister is sleeping! It's seriously the most precious thing to hear her tell me in her best big sister voice all these sweet things. My heart is overflowing.<br />
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Baby clothes & blankets are being sorted, washed, & hung. Cloth diapers are being stripped & stuffed. Even though Buttercup is our second girl, our girls are/were born in different seasons, and even if it was similar times of the year...we now live in Kansas! Big weather difference! Bins of baby items are spread out and the nursery looks like a baby boutique exploded in it! It's so fun! I always knew we'd have girls, but I never realized I'd embrace pink, lace & frills as much as I'm loving it!!! :) Bows, frilly dresses & skirts...yup my girls have lots of those!!! :)<br />
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As we are filled with excitement and anticipation, someone else, very important in this process is making plans for after Buttercup is born. Birthmom. S is making plans for her and her daughter I. She's been looking for a job, a car, a new place to live closer to where she wants I to go to school, and a new place to begin their lives, have a fresh start as she says. So in the midst of our excitement we very much think of her and pray for her. As we are anticipating new life and family growth, she's anticipating loss. We will be carrying a baby home in our arms. Her arms will be empty when she leaves the hospital. My heart already aches for what she will be going through. Yes she's <i>choosing</i> an adoption plan (she's not "giving up" her baby) for her baby, but honestly, keeping the baby is the easier decision. Choosing another family to raise a child you love and want the best for is the most selfless, difficult, heartbreaking decision anyone could make in this situation. She is a woman of honor in my book. My girls are going to grow up hearing the name of their birthmoms spoken in love. S does not share much about what she's going through emotionally as she prepares for placing Buttercup in our family, but she does allow for us to pray for her, and has asked for prayer in finding a job, house & car. So I honor that request and daily pray for her, and pray for her heart. Please join us in praying for her. S is a very strong woman, who's already faced lots in her life, and I know she's strong enough, but I also know she needs Jesus. And I know Jesus loves her. Please pray that in these next 40 days and beyond that we can be the hands and feet of Jesus, or "Jesus with skin on" as I heard said once.<br />
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James 1:27 <span style="font-size: 12px;"><b> </b></span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after</span><span class="crossreference" style="background-color: white; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-NIV-30294A" title="See cross-reference A">A</a>)"></span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;"> orphans and widows</span><span class="crossreference" style="background-color: white; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-NIV-30294B" title="See cross-reference B">B</a>)"></span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;"> in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.</span>cheyenneandalisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02372224273361795583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893059770428058621.post-31241631643720467082013-09-16T19:06:00.000-07:002013-09-17T08:33:03.731-07:00Adoption Matching grant!!!!This is a HUGE announcement!!!!!! We are in Awe of God's blessings towards us! <br>
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Lifesong for Orphans has generously awarded us at $2500 matching grant! Now that's not $2500 that they're sending our agency immediately, but for every dollar given towards our adoption through Lifesong, they will match it dollar for dollar until they have donated the full $2500. That means we have the potential to receive $5000 towards our adoption!! How amazing is that? We would be honored if you would prayerfully consider joining with us to maximize the full potential of this matching grant! Any amount helps!!! All you have up do is give through our Lifesong account! (Info below) Our goal end date is October 30th!!<br>
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Here's a letter from the Vice President of Lifesong on our behalf:<br>
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<span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">September 16, 2013
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<span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">Dear church, family, and friends of Cheyenne and Alison Kroeker, </span><br>
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<span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">God desires orphans of all nations to be adopted into Christ-honoring families so they can hear the
</span><span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">Word of God and ultimately be adopted into God’s eternal family through faith </span><span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">in Jesus Christ. While
</span><span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">God calls us to fulfill James <a href="http://www.blogger.com/null" id="" target="_blank">1:27</a> and “visit the fatherless” not all are called to adopt. Some are called to
</span><span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">pray, some to give financially, some to go on mission trips, and some to adopt.
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<span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT,Italic'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">Lifesong for Orphans </span><span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">is a non-profit Christian ministry dedicated to help meet the needs of orphan
</span><span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">children around the world, and to obey God’s call to “visit the fatherless...in their affliction” (James
</span><span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 11.000000pt;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/null" id="" target="_blank">1:27</a>). With over 147 million orphans worldwide, Lifesong seeks to mobilize the Body of Christ to love
and care for orphans. Lifesong serves families, churches and orphans through adoption funding.
Additionally, Lifesong brings joy and purpose to orphans globally in seven countries and domestically
through foster care initiatives. Please visit our website (</span><span style="color: rgb(0.000000%, 0.000000%, 100.000000%); font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 11.000000pt;"><a href="http://www.lifesongfororphans.org/" id="" target="_blank">www.lifesongfororphans.org</a></span><span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 12.000000pt;">) </span><span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">for more
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<span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">Cheyenne and Alison </span><span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">have sensed God’s call to care for the fatherless and have joyfully stepped out in
</span><span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">faith and obedience to adopt </span><span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT,Bold'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">a child from the USA. </span><span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">As you may already know, adoption can cost
</span><span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT,Bold'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">$25,000-$35,000, </span><span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">and this financial burden prevents many godly families from adopting. </span><span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT,Italic'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">Lifesong
</span><span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">believes God has called this family to adoption and has committed an </span><span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT,Bold'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">Adoption Matching Grant of
$2,500 </span><span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">to help bring this child home.
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<span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">Funds donated to Lifesong for Orphans will be given to help cover adoption expenses. Lifesong is a
501(c)3 non-profit organization and your gift is tax deductible. 100% of all funds raised will go directly
to cover adoption costs--nothing will be taken out for Lifesong for Orphans administrative costs.
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<span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">Will you invest financially in the life of this child? It will be an investment with eternal return. God bless
you for laying your treasures up in Heaven.
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<span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">For His Glory,
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<span style="font-family: 'Gill Sans MT'; font-size: 11.000000pt;">Andy Lehman
Vice President </span><br>
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<span style="font-family: 'GillSans'; font-size: 12.000000pt;">To Give by Check
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<span style="font-family: 'GillSans'; font-size: 12.000000pt; font-weight: 300;">Please make checks payable to </span><span style="font-family: 'GillSans'; font-size: 12.000000pt; font-style: italic;">Lifesong for Orphans</span><span style="font-family: 'GillSans'; font-size: 12.000000pt; font-weight: 300;">.<br>
In the memo please note your gift preference with </span><span style="font-family: 'GillSans'; font-size: 12.000000pt; font-style: italic;">Family Account Number </span><span style="font-family: 'GillSans'; font-size: 12.000000pt; font-weight: 300;">and </span><span style="font-family: 'GillSans'; font-size: 12.000000pt; font-style: italic;">Family Name</span><span style="font-family: 'GillSans'; font-size: 12.000000pt; font-weight: 300;">.
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<span style="font-family: 'GillSans'; font-size: 10.000000pt; font-style: italic; font-weight: 300;">(ie: Preference #4013 Kroeker) </span><br>
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<span style="font-family: 'GillSans'; font-size: 12.000000pt; font-weight: 300;">Please mail checks to:
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<span style="font-family: 'GillSans'; font-size: 12.000000pt; font-style: italic;">Lifesong for Orphans
<a href="http://www.blogger.com/null" id="" target="_blank">PO Box 40</a><br>
<a href="http://www.blogger.com/null" id="" target="_blank">Gridley, IL 61744</a>
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<span style="font-family: 'GillSans'; font-size: 12.000000pt; font-style: italic; font-weight: 300;">Lifesong has been blessed with a partner that underwrites all US administrative and fund-raising
costs (TMG Foundation and other partners). That means 100% of your donation will go directly to
the need...helping orphans. </span><br>
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<span style="font-family: 'GillSans'; font-size: 12.000000pt;">To Give Online
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<span style="font-family: 'GillSans'; font-size: 12.000000pt; font-weight: 300;">1. Go to </span><span style="color: rgb(19.600000%, 35.100002%, 54.400002%); font-family: 'GillSans'; font-size: 12.000000pt; font-style: italic;"><a href="http://www.lifesongfororphans.org/give/donate" id="" target="_blank">www.lifesongfororphans.org/give/donate</a><br>
</span><span style="font-family: 'GillSans'; font-size: 12.000000pt; font-weight: 300;">2. Select </span><span style="font-family: 'GillSans'; font-size: 12.000000pt; font-style: italic;">Give to an Adoptive Family<br>
</span><span style="font-family: 'GillSans'; font-size: 12.000000pt; font-weight: 300;">3. Complete online form and fill in Family Account Number & Family Name Fields(#4013 Kroeker)</span><br>
<span style="font-family: 'GillSans'; font-size: 12.000000pt; font-style: italic; font-weight: 300;">*Please note that PayPal will charge an administrative fee (2.9% + $.30 USD per transaction). Your
donation will be decreased by the amount of this fee.
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<span style="font-family: 'GillSans'; font-size: 12.000000pt; font-style: italic; font-weight: 300;">Individual donations $250 or more and yearly donations totaling $250 or more will receive a tax-
deductible receipt. Receipts for donations under $250 will gladly be sent upon request.<br>
Lifesong is a 501(c)3 tax exempt organization.
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<span style="font-family: 'GillSans'; font-size: 12.000000pt; font-weight: 300;">If you have any questions about donations please contact us at </span><span style="color: rgb(19.600000%, 35.100002%, 54.400002%); font-family: 'GillSans'; font-size: 12.000000pt; font-style: italic;"><a href="mailto:info@lifesongfororphans.org" id="" target="_blank">info@lifesongfororphans.org</a></span><span style="font-family: 'GillSans'; font-size: 12.000000pt; font-weight: 300;">.
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<br>cheyenneandalisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02372224273361795583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893059770428058621.post-15770977492596411752013-09-16T11:54:00.001-07:002013-09-16T11:54:16.713-07:00Good News!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We're at the sage where when the phone rings I hold my breath and check caller ID. I never know who might call, or what news they might share. :)<br />
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This morning the phone rang. Caller ID read "LifeSong for Orphans". This is the organization we had applied for a grant through, and I knew we were going to be hearing soon if we were going to be awarded one. I was nervously excited when I answered. Becky was on the other end and she was wanting to know how things were going & how our birthmom was doing. Then...she said she'd received the decision back the board had made about our file...<br />
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And the news is..........<br />
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We have been awarded a $2500 matching grant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now $2500 might not sound like much, but that's where the matching part comes in! For those unfamiliar to matching grants, this means that every dollar up to $2500 donated towards our adoption through our Lifesong account. Which in the end means $5000 towards our adoption costs!!!!!!!!!! and $5000 is HUGE!!!!!!! Especially when we've only $6000 left to raise!!!<br />
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How great is our GOD for providing!!!!!!!! We're blown away by Lifesong's generosity. We know there are so many well deserving families who need help funding their adoptions & we're humbled that we were chosen for this matching grant!<br />
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I'm going to put together all the info in a following blog post! In the mean time...PRAISE THE LORD!!!!<br />
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We'd love if you'd rejoice in God's provision with us above all else!!<br />
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Blessings,<br />
Alison, Cheyenne & Karischeyenneandalisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02372224273361795583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893059770428058621.post-26975482457821682522013-09-13T12:34:00.000-07:002013-09-13T12:34:04.990-07:00Shopping for a cause!!!Another Fundraiser!!!! And this one is FUN!!!!<br />
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Don't you just love the products that Pampered Chef puts out??!! Has there been a piece (or a few!) that you've been eyeing or wishing for but you just haven't ordered yet? Well here's your chance!!! You can buy it and 10-15% goes towards of setting our adoption costs!! How awesome is that!!!<br />
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Here's all the info you need:<br />
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<span itemprop="description"><span class="fsl">This is an online
Pampered Chef Fundraiser to raise funds for the Kroeker family to help
off-set the costs of adoption. So why not start your Christmas shopping
early while helping with such a beautiful occasion! The fundraiser will
close September 29th so be sure to get your order in before the end of
the month!<br /> Here's the magic link guys!!! <a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.pamperedchef.biz%2Fmreinbold&h=OAQEDK4wJ&enc=AZPS8uHPXN6Czqr3jd9O9_S8e-1PXMMG5BFgbgvTM7nK2GNYr2o-hMtIEXPDeIeCxLM&s=1" rel="nofollow nofollow" target="_blank"><span>www.pamperedchef.biz/</span><wbr></wbr><span class="word_break"></span>mreinbold</a> <br /> You'll click SHOP ONLINE, enter Alison Kroeker in the host name spot! <br /> ~Pay online with credit/debit cards<br /> ~ANYONE in the US can or<span class="text_exposed_show">der! So SHARE this link and Alison's host name for others looking for kitchen tools!<br /> ~If you live close to Alison or see her occasionally, choose "ship to host" to get the awesome shipping rate for parties!<br />
~If you can't afford to purchase items, you can still donate without
spending any money! Contact me to set up your own catalog/cooking
show--for each party booked, Pampered Chef adds an additional $3 to the
donate money!! How awesome is that!!</span></span></span>cheyenneandalisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02372224273361795583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893059770428058621.post-45787367054538373392013-09-09T19:35:00.000-07:002013-09-09T19:54:11.872-07:00Prayer Requests!It's a nice cool evening here (finally!) here in Kansas. We enjoyed being outside today & finished up the chores here on our farm, making sure all the animals were fed and got attention. Karis has to make sure to spend enough time in each of our barns so the animals are happy! She's a farm girl through and through!<br />
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This afternoon we got a call from a sweet lady at <a href="http://www.lifesongfororphans.org/" target="_blank">Lifesong</a> for Orphans (Lifesong offers adoption grants, loans and awesome support through adoption) about the grant application we mailed in 2 months ago! Becky was super friendly and wanted to know a bit more about us & our adoption. She also said that our application is up for review and we should find out if we get a grant in a few weeks! Please pray for favor on our file! Our God owns the cattle on a thousand hills (Psalm 50:10) and He knows exactly how He's going to provide for our adoption fees and who He's going to use! We aren't worried at all! Working hard fundraising & writing grants yes, but not worried!!!!<br />
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Saturday we are spending the day with our birthmom S & her daughter I again! We're looking forward to it. We will be taking them to the State Fair & enjoy exploring and eating! Please pray for positive & relaxed conversation, cooler weather (this is Kansas after all...anything can happen!), and just an overall good day together. As we approach Baby's due date there are conversations about how hospital time will go, what the plan will be, and what expectations are on both sides. Please pray that God direct all our conversations and that S can communicate her wishes, we can ours, and we can all be comfortable with what's decided. Only 8 weeks to go!!! (that's 57 days y'all!!!!!!!)<br />
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<br />Thank you all for walking along side us on this incredible journey, all the ups and downs included!!<br />
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<br />cheyenneandalisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02372224273361795583noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893059770428058621.post-74362453393885471552013-09-09T12:11:00.001-07:002013-09-09T19:54:52.308-07:00Fundraising Update!!!!We have the total in and a huge THANK YOU to all our Southern California friends who ate at TK last month!!! You've helped us raise $128.31!!! THANK YOU to TK Burgers for hosting!! We are very blessed to have such awesome friends who come along side us as we desire to grow our family through adoption!!!<br />
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A huge thank you to each one of you who've generously given towards our adoption costs!!! We are beyond blessed!!!!<br />
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Humbly,<br />
Cheyenne, Alison, Karis & Baby Kroekercheyenneandalisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02372224273361795583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893059770428058621.post-76764452020665130062013-07-31T20:03:00.000-07:002013-09-09T19:09:15.833-07:00July Adoption Update!!!<br />
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); text-indent: 36pt;">Our adventure continues in this adoption! Last week we spent a wonderful HOT and HUMID day with birthmom "S" and her daughter "I" at the Tanganyika Wildlife Park. If you haven’t been there, we highly </span><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); text-indent: 36pt;">recommend it! You all know that we LOVE animals! It’s a good thing we live on a farm isn’t it? They found the experience at times a little overwhelming (lorikeets swarmed them) but overall, so excited to spend time with us. I think their favorite part was feeding the ring-tailed lemurs. We had good conversation and our girls enjoyed talking and playing together! Karis even showed I how to feed the giraffe!</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); text-indent: 36pt;">As each interaction with this precious family comes to pass, we are reminded that we are in such a unique experience that we simply do not have an ability to predict what’s next. Yet we know that HE knows. We are </span><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); text-indent: 36pt;">praying that our love for her, her daughter, our baby she carries, is not so overly expressed that they fail to see our love for our Savior is that much greater.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); vertical-align: baseline;">We pray for opportunities to minister to their heart, that they feel a caring connection beyond the end result of this experience. Matthew <a href="x-apple-data-detectors://0" x-apple-data-detectors-result="0" x-apple-data-detectors-type="calendar-event" x-apple-data-detectors="true">5:14-16</a>, Jesus identifies us as the Light of the World! </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><span style="font-weight: bold; text-indent: 36pt; vertical-align: baseline;">14 </span><span style="text-indent: 36pt; vertical-align: baseline;">“You are the light of the world. A city that is set on a hill cannot be hidden. </span><span style="font-weight: bold; text-indent: 36pt; vertical-align: baseline;">15 </span><span style="text-indent: 36pt; vertical-align: baseline;">Nor do they light a lamp</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); vertical-align: baseline;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>The connection of Christ adopting us, our inheritance to His Kingdom, seems such a ripe and appropriate avenue to reaching hearts that are lost. This
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); vertical-align: baseline;">Thank you for your continued prayers, journeying with us, encouraging us, financially supporting us. We stand in awe of the generosity of His children. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); vertical-align: baseline;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>The day after our visit with them, S had her first doctor appointment since moving here to Kansas. She was a bit nervous that they’d find the baby to be a boy since her early ultrasound was not 100% sure. Turns out...it’s a GIRL for sure!!!! S is healthy, and all is great with her! Baby girl is healthy, growing and already pretty active at 25 weeks! Please continue to pray for both S and baby’s health. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); text-indent: 36pt;">God’s magnificent timing allowed us to drop off S and I back in Wichita later on that day. As we were coming back home from this blessed day, we decided to stop in Hutchinson to buy a few things in Walmart. It wasn’t but 5 minutes into entering the building, did one of the worst hail storms came tearing through**. Had we NOT stopped into Walmart, we would have been continuing on home. We would not have made it.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); vertical-align: baseline;">As we continue to journey on, we hold on to Proverbs <a href="x-apple-data-detectors://1" x-apple-data-detectors-result="1" x-apple-data-detectors-type="calendar-event" x-apple-data-detectors="true">19:21</a>. Commit this verse to memory!</span></div>
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cheyenneandalisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02372224273361795583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893059770428058621.post-19044735547458495252013-07-09T13:30:00.001-07:002014-01-04T17:00:05.751-08:00Fundraising with Amazon.com!!!<span class="userContent">We are still continuing to fundraise in FAITH that God will provide again for a baby HE has picked out for us! </span><br />
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Prime trial with Amazon through our fundraising link, now you have the
opportunity to and instead of just $2 we will receive $10 for each free
trial!!! How's that for starting the new year right!? Costs you NOTHING
and helps raise $10 towards our adoption!!!!!</span><br />
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To sign up for the free trial click: <a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/prime/signup/videos?tag=babykroeadop-20" target="_blank">Prime HERE</a> for Prime Video click: <a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/video/primesignup?tag=babykroeadop-20" target="_blank">VIDEO HERE</a><br />
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Note: in order for us to get credit you have to use these links that have our code embedded in them!<br />
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What an easy way to help us out!!!! And if you only want the free trial then just remember to cancel before your 30 days is up! You don't even have to use the prime trial for the full time if you choose not to. Once you sign up, you may cancel right away or anytime within the 30 days and we still get the $10 promotion for you signing up!<br />
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If you already have a prime account, we'd love it if you could pass this on to anyone you know who might enjoy trying it out! Remember there's soooooo many movies, shows and lots of kids shows too, that you can stream for FREE when you have amazon prime!! <br />
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cheyenneandalisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02372224273361795583noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893059770428058621.post-48532487473379518292013-07-08T12:12:00.002-07:002013-07-08T12:12:33.806-07:00Another roller coaster ride<br />
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Remember the roller coaster ride we (you too!) have been on? </div>
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We are overjoyed to share with you that in a matter of less than a week, we have been matched with a new expectant mother that is due with a baby girl in early November! On Friday (our 10th wedding anniversary) we were able to speak to her on the phone and introduced ourselves to each other, asked a few questions about each other. We were able to share about who we are, our desire to adopt another child, and how we've already been praying for her. After our conversation, her social worker called us and shared how this birth mother is very excited about us and wants to commit to us adopting her child. She is from Texas, and has come here to Kansas to live until after the baby is born, which will also give us a wonderful opportunity to get to know each other better and share God's love with her.</div>
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Our confidence in this, however, is more rooted in confidence in our Savior, rather than man. We will be gathering more and more information as the days go by. We need the strength of your prayers and supplications. How can we thank you enough for walking with us through our experiences of these last few weeks and months?</div>
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1 Thess. <a href=""></a><a href="x-apple-data-detectors://13" x-apple-data-detectors-result="13" x-apple-data-detectors-type="calendar-event" x-apple-data-detectors="true">5:16-18</a> says: <span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><sup style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">16 </sup><sup style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;"></sup>Rejoice always, <sup style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">17 </sup><sup style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;"></sup>pray without ceasing, <sup style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">18 </sup><sup style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;"></sup>give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you. </span></div>
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Pray for the health of both the birth mom and baby girl</div>
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Pray for opportunities to share Christ with the birth mom</div>
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Pray for finances to be available</div>
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Pray for us, as a family, to be well prepared to grow as a family</div>
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Our favorite book of the New Testament is James. Chapter 1:2-4 reminds us to reflect in the end goal of trials...complete, lacking nothing. </div>
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